Dark Sun Black Light

What is currently taking place can be characterized by absurdity soaked in mimicry; with an edge of macabre ridiculousness, too. It is the sense of doing again what has been done before, but not quite. I wish we weren’t as cynical as we are now, for it only achieves its comic (but not humorous) effect; this is tragic disdain for the human: a self-mocking apocalyptic tone of irony because we don’t actually believe in the apocalypse. Someone said that it in its highest order that dark humour obliterates laughter altogether, or rather transmutes it into despair. When it comes to the real however, it is the refusal to treat tragic materials as tragic that is the greatest strength we currently possess.

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The many movies objectifying the human: people using people as furniture, films depicting some kind of eventual demise, functional extensions of the body, debasement of world order etc…This coupled with the perception of it in form of unimaginative shock, and steeped with the intention of eliciting a sense of disorientation. It is absurd, grotesque and a form of self-parody. It is one hundred percent what we do not need. It is, according to some, the ‘natural’ aesthetic expression of that estrangement and alienation which grips mankind when belief in an apparently perfect natural order is weakened or destroyed, and is not apparent any longer.

I am instead talking of a situation spanning across time spheres and geographies,  repeatedly scratching on the surface of terrestrial skin; the almost instinctive need to dig beneath that which is topsoil towards a hidden underneath. The situation is infallibly comic; try once, fail. Try again. Fail. Ad infinitum. But always repeat. If not me, someone else. It is like a nag. This quest has not disappeared, it is in earnest but without innocence. The meeting point between what we thought was fiction and the out-there, the inhuman and the human, the finite and the other potential. Rather than function almost entirely on exaggerations it is to use finely hone weapons, and sly understatement, counter by surprise rather than insinuation.


The technological image is present in almost all societies in different forms. It is perhaps for this reason that it is hard to define, for often we don’t recognise it. We instead define points of similarity across territories. This representation is essentially theatrical –  it is human but without humanisms; it cannot be destroyed. It has no ideology per say, its ideology is derived from its relationship to objects around it and itself. The representation (of the recognition of technology) carries within it an eternally unrealized and unfulfilled project. It has agency but is unashamed by failure; for there is always a better version of itself. It is constantly performing itself.


Multiple representations of technology form a network of relations, through which information passes and is distilled. Networks occupy all of the space behind and in front a translucent object (the terrestrial). The network forms holes in light, and as the light source or illumination increases, the network grows. The opacity of the network is never constant: it sometimes feels impenetrable, sometimes very faint but never completely disappears. A kind of imagination may find ourselves engulfed in an entanglement of cables and circuit boards. Black and its opacity instead are absorptive and relentless; everything pales in comparison.

Landscape is the invisible + visible infrastructure of earth: If technology has the capacity to reveal shifts in how the human understands itself, we should have already come to the conclusion that we are not the protagonists of the planetary story: Natural contingencies, intelligence as an inherent property of matter and cumulative effects way beyond our grasp (and idea of time) are only some of the ways to prove that.

Further, we have encountered models that have distorted the traditional models of nation-state geography and this has produced new territories in its technology’s own image. What is the topography of this relatively new political geography? I’m looking at constructing an image that hinges on the lack of authentic segregation of terrestrial (places of economic congregation, of political memory etc…). Can we think of an image as some kind of map that encompasses the analogue, the virtual and the digital?

Where do we fit in? We are users and we can be only understood in relation to something else – the thing it comes from, the thing it is adjacent to, the thing that is its counter, the thing it is going towards; a user- silhouette exists in addition to the physical object that is mediated by the opacity of the network; the background is lit such that identifying details cannot be seen; a generic shape is revealed.


Can A Body Hold A Collapsed Name

kanishkas headless statue.jpgKanishka’s statue in Mathura; Not much information can be found on the missing head. This statue has piqued historical and literary interest for precisely this reason, nobody knows anything about it.


Dr announced that he would be performing a head transplant on Name. Name was told that her head would be carefully severed from her body along with her spine. The doctors would then have one hour only to reinstate her head in another body, merging the two spines. Dr explained that he would induce hypothermia in her so that there would be no neuronal damage. The operation would take a hundred surgeons and would last approximately 36 hours. It was going to be an expensive affair. Name wasn’t sure why she signed up for this ridiculous operation, but she had and Dr had convinced her it was the right move to make. She was hoping for an overhaul in how she understood the nature of being and thought that this was the best way to forcibly induce it. Finally, we were medically capable for the inevitable; it has been a long long, long wait. The last someone tried something like this was decades and decades ago in 2018. It was certain that if Name survived many many others would soon follow suit – everything was meant to change very soon.

After a few days ago Dr. told me that it’s all just going to be alright; the operation was a success! I can go home but going home going is not going to help me; I need to stay in the hospital and get treatment. The therapist said I should go to a psychiatrist and after that I decided I should completely trust all of them because what have I got left? It’s a success, I’m sure of it, I’m a success. What they have been consistently saying over the past few days is that it is a success. I think I have a headache but I’m not sure. You’re my doctor so I should listen to you. What will pills do apart from put me to sleep and postpone all this that is happening.

I should go to another room and that maybe what you’ve been consistently saying to me. This room is not good. It’s like before the operation and after the operation. Two rooms, two kinds of me. My reality and my brain and everything else must be true and based on everything that I have been told. As long as it’s consistent, I know I’m ok. Dr. says I’m consistent. But he said I am negative about my recovery and that I should not be negative about my recovery because whatever I think will happen, will happen. It’s all in the head. It’s not a sick joke. So I’ve decided to change me reality and listen to Dr.

chinns.jpgThe self-decapitating goddess, Chinnamatsa who is said to have embraced death of her identifiable ‘self’ before actually dying


Dr. said his dignity and respect feels violated and hurt by being called fake and a liar and a selfish person by all the journalists in the whole world. He told me it’s not my fault but it’s not his fault because it’s the journalists fault for showing him wrong and not being treated a special. Right? But my headache is not going away doctor. IS THIS THE WORLD HE WANTS? The things he said about my success are not slight things. They’re grand, and grand, and it’s the future. It’s not tripping over itself like you are. Your suspicions are yours, not mine. My behaviour and my emotions are new. They’ve never been had before. But even saying that is selfish no?

Rejection is physically over-powering. It contains the very contradictory urgency that spans days, weeks, months and even years. The question then becomes how to mediate this space in a way that is not retributive. A very open-ended addiction is at play here: to what extent does the object of desire actually matter after a certain point? It suddenly becomes sufficient to merely feel feelings; the addiction to which fuels itself constantly as if in inertia. No, not almost, it is precisely that. A self-indulgent altered state of mind is carefully being nursed as an end in itself.

Name saw that this was where faltered: She was unable to stay true to her language; Name saw that she chose to not be accountable; she refused to mean her words the next day.

I also said that I want a new life and in my old life I was so uncomfortable… whenever i came to the therapist over the last few days with my truth of my new self openly hating my old self. Dr said I’m not calm anymore and tried to trust my deep down feelings. Dr. has made it my problem that I am aching and my mind is dreadful even though I told him I don’t want to kill him. I told him I still I trust you completely. I’ll go with your reality, Dr., but I need more medication and more professional help and I want to kill my earlier self. I can’t co-operate otherwise, maybe the therapist is right about my brain (whose brain do I have?) perceptions and heads and more brain and mind and reality and negativity and professional help because if I have to succeed more than I am now, then I have to WORK HARD. Okay, I said, you’re human and you’ve changed over the past couple of days. Someone died, then someone else died and someone totally new came into life… it is too late to undo so many deaths I have let go of all that. If only all the pain would stop because it’s a little difficult to go back in time and destroy everything.

Can Name see distinctly? That is, can Name and her being Named be seen as a clinical object? Can an object be seen if it is not seen as distinct? The object of thought (in this case experience) is certainly seen, but perhaps there is a dire need for its qualification. It is not to say that experience is misconstrued, for to say it would mean that it is sufficient to feel something as long as it is merely perceived as a feeling. I.e. if I feel like I am Name (a full person), then as long as I allow it merely remain within the ephemeral constraints of feelings, it is fine. But it is not simple.

She wondered if it is possible to think about (and experience) the subjective without getting lost within it, but at the same time remain true to it. Where was the line that divided indulgence from inquiry? Was there even a division or does thought not really distinguish the two, but only allows them to exist as different conditions of thought itself? How could she even begin to consider what was in store for her? Name had to ground within anticipation that experience of tomorrow may not follow the same orbits of constraint that it does today.


DSC_1789Watching the first episode of Vikram aur Betaal on Youtube where two men get decapitated and the wrong head gets attached to the wrong body; who is who now?




Every Meaning Happens For A Reason

Shown at curated_by Vienna, curated by Luigi Fassi 2016

In collaboration with Misha Stroj, this work took the form of a sculpture with embedded sound.

We were interested in assuming reason as thought as non-geographical at the outset (why must we always go back to colonisation when talking about reason?) to build an argument from there on:

Taking generic and positive sayings such as ‘happiness is a state of mind, a choice, a way of living; it is not something to be achieved, it is something to be experienced’, we crafted a dialogue between two forms of thinking: one centered on a desperate positivity, and the other centered on enquiry, but not all that different from each other.

We formulated our questions in the following manner: What happens when the generic form of thought and the yearning for subjective agency come together? The melting of a singular uniqueness (first as agency and only now slowly as idea) and the simultaneous creation of a digital identity has perhaps created in us a peculiar sense of power (in thought, action and being): a generally anonymous but highly subjective digital
being persistently looking for a positive form of engagement with itself; looking for creating meaning using itself. Is there a techno-thought-plateau that we are fast approaching?

The sculpture was an abstraction of the message in the fortune cookie.

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My contribution:

Have you heard of Israel? Please, let’s not take ourselves too seriously. They know a little English so it means they’re a little educated atleast. It’s so amazing how we are all so much the same. Ha, ha let’s not even pretend we’re the same. Other. India? People are so sweet here. It’s not amusing for me if she is laughing, it’s our culture. Everything here is dirt cheap. What does it mean to become a student of a socio-political movement? How to start a revolution in 10 steps. Pakistan? We are all so connected. If you want to emancipate me, then you better start now and now wait until in 45-50 years old. Isn’t this (NAM) all just exotic? What does decolonising the mind mean? Other. Ethnography. It’s interesting (and revealing) how we all so badly want to be the same. India?  Other. Other.Other. How To Read Donald Duck. 60-70 years ago it was a very backward place… there was not even one hotel. Oh, people are so nice here! I cannot believe we are discussing the basic definition of what the Other is. We should have done it 6 months ago. India? We’ve read Fanon – why doesn’t that mean anything? Oh, we’re just fantasising about the weekend! So, when’s the deadline again? So, when’s the deadline again? Other. I have clearly under-estimated the extent of colonialism. We all need to lock ourselves in a room and just read. We need to distinguish our point of view, from our world views. India? India? Rome? Pakistan? Please, let us do ourselves a favour and read more. It’s not their fault they hold such views. Sexual liberation is a crucial aspect of decolonisation. Other. Anthropology.

Assembly No.1: Constructing the Denaturalised

The first work, Depersonalisation looks at experiential individuation literally as lived experience: the terror of a non-person as a medical condition, is particularly striking (loss of hope, meaning, intention). The second work STAY touches on the nature of control, domesticating and being domesticated through a removed perspective of a training ground. The third work How Would We Know It…showcases multiple subjects’ lived experiences, where perception and memory play important roles. Pattern recognition is key here: repetitive and but highly subjective being give us a glimpse of the generic human.

(the first two files are password protected. Please contact me for viewing)

Depersonalisation; 2016
5.10 min
Katia Barrett

A subject on screen has a medical condition or disorder known as ‘depersonalisation’ where she relates a detachment, within the mind and the body, almost as if witnessing her being from the outside.

Stay; 2017
6.27 min
Jan Adriaans


In a car workshop between the pristine surfaces of car parts and archetypes of mass production, a construction of power is unfolding. A Doberman Pinscher and its owner are the protagonists. The camera floats through the space frequently encountering a dog posing in standstill, commanded by a disembodied voice coming from somewhere in the workshop. A Doberman is a special breed, it is constructed out of many different types of dogs for the purpose of guarding, often used by police or military. It is specifically gracious, loyal, and potentially aggressive to strangers. It needs severe training. Both the owner’s and the dog’s consciousness are formed within this relationship. By the obedient appearance of the dog, it seems to concede to the rules it’s been given. But by knowing the rules it starts to gain power itself. In the constant intermingling of the concentration on the dog’s behavior and the hypothetical assumption of what the dog might do, we recognize a ‘manifest’ and a ‘scientific’ vision, being different but in continuous movement with one and another.

How Would We Know It If We Couldn’t Feel It; 2017
11.02 min
Aarti Sunder

Lived experiences are not as uniquely singular and as impenetrable as we think they are; they are artificial and incomplete. Using the precarious see-saw between indulgence and enquiry, the work tends towards the generic individual as a pre-condition of thought; where time is not understood at the level of this singular lived experience; being and non-being are in tandem with each other. To truly consider the non-individual would be to accept the generic; to consider thought as non-subjective and irreducible to ourselves, we have to find a useful way of embracing the generic without autonomy or authenticity. Three individuals are seen in conversation with each other, recounting some of their most personal moments.


Ways of Organising Nature*

Rethinking the Assembly

In an art world where artists’ self-organisation is poor and biennials are often the most well received places for dissemination of artwork, how can we make sure that artists can wield some amount of power within the economy of art? This text proposes a first step in that regard and looks at the reasons for, and one proposal of organising the display of art. It suggests that an updated version of self-curation can take place at the behest of the artist rather than the institution or the curator. In doing this, artworks can become cues to remove fixity in location without losing particular and robust knowledge that comes with local thought.

We see the re-surfacing of words such ‘community’, ‘organisation’, ‘solidarity’ and ‘intervention’. Practical assemblies or congregations need to apply to artists and artworks in a concrete manner. It is how community-oriented thought becomes a replicable strategy in arts practice: Non-autonomy (of the artist, the artwork and the institution) as design can be seen as a form of organising, and a move away from competitive individualism.

The attempt is to realign intentionality (in all its elusiveness) suggesting that it can be directed, strategized and channelled to align the place and relationship between artist, artwork and spectator in a more equitable manner. It is also to provide a tangible avenue to the idea of ‘speculation’ in critically evaluating ideas today, suggesting that speculative assemblies are a new form of critical evaluation/intervention in thought and action.

If we are meant to function as self-generative bodies in a techno-financial ecosystem, it wouldn’t be so far-fetched to ask if an artwork can be self-generative as well. The forced hand of design aids the discarding of naïve humanisms.

We have heard many times about the ways in which global finance operates and conducts the art profession, so much so, unfortunately that we barely respond to it anymore. As artists however, we are often at the farthest end of a not-very-long financial chain; regardless of the quality of their work 90 percent of artists cannot live off it. But this is nothing new. However, I do believe it is getting worse: Within the contemporary art gig economy a highly unsteady and tenacious labour market is characterised by short-term contracts or freelance work as opposed to permanent jobs. Those of us who wield little art-capital-power are forced to accept returns by ‘exposure’ where the money-ghost is completely or partially vaporised.

Autonomy has taken a solid beating. We are being curated at every turn by social media, financial organisations, surveillance systems and newly high-volatile climate situations.  Politically, we feel dulled down, left out and stuck in a never ending loop of ethno-nationalist war-cries. Local, global and planetary are often interchangedly used, and for good reason. And in that process we have discarded dated ideas of relying on only personal experiences, intrinsic subjectivity as the horizon on thought that makes artwork. The gallery system, meanwhile, has given way to the para-academic space of the biennale, where meaning making is the primary artistic enterprise and financial re-invigoration of the city or town of the biennale is the objective of its economic enterprise.

At this juncture it is imperative to ask whether artists can have any say in such a layered and complex ecosystem (remember, we still don’t have artist unions). This is why I believe we need a slightly altered version of what we already have, for it to be a functioning model that actually works for a larger number of people.

The underlying interest here is in orchestrated moving away from acts of competitive individuation. The aim is finding a model that can be replicated as strategy through the production of artistic practice. So it is very invested the continuation of producing artwork. Speculative assemblies such as this that are constructed at the behest of the artist will finally not function only as affective spaces, but as concrete platforms with practical function.

Caliberating Intention

A work is a material object upon which meaning is constructed. It is not a subject and nor is it subjective, it is only the means towards what is intended and  in order to fulfill this premise it is imperative to stake claims. That is: intention and action require a continuous re-calibration when they are not seen as being compatible with each other. The moment we propose something, we are bound to it (to a certain degree). To not stake a claim is to never fail and to never succeed. The register of meaning making is neutralised; everything once again becomes relational. What we are left with is a series of accidents that accepts no responsibility towards itself, the viewer or the artist/curator.

Further, when an intention is etched out it becomes imperative to provide an adequate response to it. Intention turns into one that is necessarily artificial forcing convergences and divergences to be constructed/articulated and thematised. It is essentially where art/thought/strategy come together, where the place of an artwork beyond its public moment is crucial to practice.

There are two initial problems that require attention:

It is almost impossible to discern whether an intention can be totally in total congruence with an act that it perpetuates. You can never inherently know until it’s too late for often it is only in hindsight that ideas or actions become clear. What is intended and what is actualised are often incompatible with each other where an abyss is either wilfully overlooked or just not acknowledged at all. And finally, claims often simply cannot be fulfilled – for good reason – because they’re too large: To have a claim would be to somehow provide answers which are simply not available, or are out of reach at the individual level.

However, we need to start somewhere. The interest in banking on intention as a tool towards better design is at some level a way to dilute individuation of artists and artworks. It is to suggest a claim, a concrete proposition, be articulated as the focal point of thought. This claim, however small, requires a certain level of totalising for it to be engaged with; a claim that has necessarily got to be non-individual. To truly consider the non-individual would be to accept the generic.

In both these situations, much credit must be given to the non-congruence of lived experiences at the scale of the individual that is simply not sufficient in order to combat the dense reality of the infrastructural global lives we lead. Both problems also require a non dystopic image of the future and a workable strategy of reconciling what is intended (in conception, cognition and practice) and what is actualised (in conception, cognition and practice) when they are incompatible with each other.

Strategising Practice

The attempt is to approach the location of a subject, via itself since it is very often that the particularities of the local allows for a robust epistemology to unravel. This text is an attempt to find a strategic and systematic ‘moving out’, the first steps towards generic organisation.

Robust, sustained local practices have the potential to cancel out what essentially makes it local/subjective. Strategy here is embedded within the work’s content and medium where irreducible presences are disputed as ends within themselves and the subject is left to navigate in ‘unchartered’ territory. Is it then pertinent to ask if an artwork must only embrace its own thought as content, without that content infiltrating the very medium of its own dissemination? That is, must not an artwork that uses non-singularity as content also be denied its own singularity?

Consider an orchestrated diffusion of meaning across multiple artworks instead of relying on one artwork. That is, each singular artwork will become a group of similarly determined thought that allows itself to take shape: The producer of meaning (artist, thinker, curator), the object of thought (the work/the fair/the biennale) and the receiver of the intended (also the thinker; the spectator) arrive at a uniform plane in order for determination to follow through right till the end. This is not to call for the collapse of the three: the artist, the work and the spectator. Instead it asks singular artworks to become cues that thwart fixity in location.

That is: a partial re-organisation of the job of the curator and the artist, where the ‘chosen’ artists will indulge in an updated form of updated self-curation. Here these chosen artists will, instead of presenting their own work only, will think of many works that tie into one thematic; a concrete finality of a single work becomes necessary but the dishonesty of an individualised and singular artwork meets its end. So for instance, if I am showing somewhere, I will instead of presenting only my work curate myself to include maybe 2-3 others works that I think will enhance the reception of my own work and the other works as well. It’s really very simple, but I think has far reaching repercussions. So if 100 artists are to be shown in a biennale, curators will now choose only a part of that number. This will also obviously mean that artists will be involved in the some part of the financial decision making.

Here a concrete finality of a single work becomes necessary but the dishonesty of a successful artwork meets its end i.e. each work is presented as one whole but not as an end in itself. A particular work becomes a variable of dissemination (or thought), retaining primacy in artwork as simply a medium (or tool) of that dissemination.

What we will have then, are minor assemblies (or minor platforms) within major assemblies (platforms such as biennales, fairs etc…) where the decisional power vested in curating is democratised. Curators will not be the only ones doing the choosing. This kind of lateral re-organisation will simultaneously solidify artist solidarities since they (or we) will suddenly work a lot more together, on a one to one basis; we will also be very invested in each other’s practices, far more than what it is right now. This will also suggest that collaboration between artists that can take place once an artwork is completed and need not be within the sphere of creation only, but also in the creation, design and dissemination of platforms.

If collaboration can be different from and compliment the biennale model, it would ask that we re-look the role of the artwork beyond its public moment: What kind of cultures of (speculative) assembly can be constructed for the individual artist to navigate? Further, can these congregations move beyond being affective; to come up with forms or models of practical function.

Designing something that can be multiplied has the potential to recondition at the level of conception, execution and reception of an artwork. The intention here is reproduction. i.e when there is good design the rational step forward is to apply it as a strategy for further good design. Meaning that in this case precise non-relational self-curation will, by default, push the articulation of what is intended against what is actualised, because essentially one follows the other. This is to ascertain that there is less power within a single object. And rather than call for repetition as in a totality, it is to bank on extremely carefully selected repetitive components. This is exactly how the generic functions – as a potential universal. But never actually becomes it because it is constantly being revised. By extension we stop being personal. Work is not precious. Thought isn’t either. It is precisely within this recalibration that we learn to think of intention with continuation and contingency in mind. perhaps then we have an orchestrated move towards the de-ontological as a replicable strategy. i.e rational enquiry is de-ontological and can be strategized through the production of artistic practice.

*Taken from Jason Moore’s quote, “Wall Street is a way of organising nature.”

Also look at: Feeling Artificially Myself